Why do we come across the word LOVE or I would like to correct that everyone comes to a stage where it seeks the attraction between opposite sex.
It likes to be with her/him always, connected in either ways.
So, you can think why am I asking these rubbish things all of a sudden but you believe it or not, it's a very legal question.
Any one can question you ki,
Agar pareshani ka talluq dimag se hai to heart attack kyon hota hai???
Aur agar pyar ka talluq dil se hai to log pagal kyon ho jate hain???
Even the creator of love doesn't know the answer of these question.
You will also say, ki plz leave me alone or let me go like this...
Actually, I want to confess that I am/was in love or whatever you may call it, it's up to you to name or rename this stage, I am in.
Actually, I had fallen in love 2 more times before this and this is the 3rd time.
I don't know whether this is love or attraction.. and in what way it will lead to me..
But, here the story goes..
The same condition happened before when I was too young to understand what is love, the meaning of love, the meaning of making love.
It happened much ago when I was in std. 10th when I was in a co-ed school with much lower population of about 20 including both girls and boys and actually the number of girls were more than the number of boys..
Slowly, but steadily, I started liking one girl.
Sorry, I will not reveal the name of that girl for the sake of her privateness.
I don't know whether this was one-sided attraction or something extra like that.
But, then only the pre-board came and after that the holidays begin for the main board exams.
After the exams, we met again once in a party but nothong happened except that formal talking as I was too shy to talk to girls.
Actually, I joined a coaching Institute in which she was also studying for the sake of meeting and talking to her.
I also really studied there to impress her.
But after the exams, nothing happened as there were no modern techniques of communications like in these days.
I also knew her house telephone number but I never got courage to call her and talk to her.
So, she also was moved on to her way, to her aim and I also started to move on to my way to std. 12th.
In std. 12th, also, we were again in co-ed. school with new friends.
And this time, the no. of girls were less compared to the number of boys and so the competition was bit tougher.
Two or three of my friends engaged two or three girls and rest were awaiting response.
In std.11th, all was normal. I didn't notice any girl because I was very sincere about studies.
But in std. 12th, slowly, but steadily, it happened again.
I started loking one girl.
I will not reveal her name for the sake of her safety and priveteness.
It was my turn now to take action.
I joined the same chemistry classes where she was studying. I started to sit on first bench in left side and she was on first bench in right side.
So, I also showed my brilliancy (although I have little amount) in front of sir and her.
And one day she asked for my notes but as usual, due to my shyness, I gave her my notes but was very nervous and it was shown clearly on my face. because this was my one of the first face to face encounters to any girl.
(Because I've not any sister of my own, I am not having the idea, how to face of handle the girls)
But afterwards, the same two years ago story began and pre-board following board exams came and wo don't meet each other after that.
And this was the ending of my 2nd love story.
Now-a-days, I am doing B.E. degree course from a reputed college where there is a 4:1 ratio of boys to girls.
So, I am just waiting as my well-wisher says that I will surely get an angel.
Thanks to them and may God bless their blessings....
